I really hate my uni sometimes. I’ve learned so much that im very grateful for, but essentially my uni has the most awful tunnel-showbiz-vision, it strays so far from what music is. I feel like a laura marling in a sea of celine dion’s sometimes, i really hate it. We’re taught and expected to be this manufactured celine dion creation, and that anything else is wrong, but there is actually no right or wrong. ITS FUCKING MUSIC FOR CHRISTS SAKE. And then the students get all competitive trying to be the best version of this one thing that strays from who they really are, and they lose themselves to try and become this one thing to get ultimate marks. I’ve had my creativity suppressed in a box since enrolling, along with my passion and my heart and the thought of finishing my degree early next year brings me tears of joy, litterally. Cant wait to leave and burst out and be freeeeeeeeee being meeeee again.